Wednesday 16 November 2011

THANK YOU~~

People says that without family and friends a person can't go really far. Somehow they are the source of our achievement and also failure. They are privately our joy and also tears. They are our bright sun and centre of universe but at the same time  they are our blackest night and far apart from us. They share common interest with us and yet we differ with them too much. If this is not what it feels for you, so what? This is how I feel, at least sometimes. Of course, Allah SWT is the centre of everything I do, feel and etc. Yet, I cannot deny that family and friends do influence me too. They are important to me. I've knew since I was young that I am someone who is family-oriented. I grew up in a normal family. Yes, we do bicker and argue but which family doesn't? We love each other in our own way not like those cheesy dramas shown in TV =.= 

I have lots of friends since I was young. Lots of bestfriends too. Each of them give a deep impression to me. However,not all of them stay as bestfriend. Somehow we drift apart never to spoken again except saying HB in FB. Odd isn't it? But hey, that's life. Each day we meet someone new and left someone behind. One relationship influence another relationship. For me I hate when those moment appear! I prefer to be in a bubble where everyone will be happy and together. Never fall apart like some of my relationship do. Don't misunderstand. We NEVER fight or anything. We just as I say drift apart. I have no power to stop that from happening. Perhaps it was my fault for not trying harder. I just only hope that they remember me as I remember them. 

To the point, I just want to say that somehow my relationship with all those who are connected to me made who I am right now. And I just want them to know that what they did for me is something I can't ever repay or be thankful enough. I LOVE you all with all my heart XD Sorry, if I made you sad or angry. It was never my intention especially to my parents. Just wanted to say 18 ROCKS!!! XD Thanks for all the wishes and celebrating my birthday :) Thank you for being there for me and for everything you've done :)

Sunday 10 July 2011

LIVING ONNN!!

Life as we know it is SIMPLY easy =) 

To be adapt or not adapt...that's the choice we had each time we're in a new surrounding or situation.
That's what I'm facing right now!! I'm in a new surrounding in a complete different situation than I've used to be T.T How the heck this happen?!! Well, it started with finish having SPM followed by a LOONNGG holiday then work and now U =.= It seems to me that adapting is what humans had being doing for the past I donno, maybe few hundred thousands ago? Its amazing to see that the world operates itself by adapting =O For me, its absurd!! How come in one sec you'll be living in your house than the next you're no longer be staying there?!! From living with using a candle for how many thousand years and the next thing you know there's a thing called electricity! Maybe its what we call moving on, maybe its what we call life but for me its call ADAPTING. This may not make sense heck yeah!, it doesn't even make sense to me =.= But that's what happening now to the world from the early beginnings of Nabi Adam a.s. From the moment, he had being brought down to Earth he's adapting in a whole new world that is foreign to him as Earth is of course, not a heaven =.= Well you get what I mean and that's what I'm doing now ADAPTING! And feeling quite amazed the way its been going...I'm in AUCMS right now doing Foundation Of Medical Studies to be a doc and hoping to go to Ireland =D Adapting makes me feels like the me that I used to be before is like a long time ago, the people I used to know is like a blur memory ( thank Allah for something called FB =.= ), luckily I'm not alone :) ADAPTING for me sounds sad cause for me its like saying goodbye somehow but its what I also called LIVING ON :) Meeting new people, having new experience is the part of future and if this is what it takes to be a doctor I'm willing to adapt. For I wanted to be a part of future and not closing myself in the past where nothing could change. So this is me LIVING ON!!  =D

BELIEVE IN THE BEST AND YOU'LL BE THE BEST!! *lol saje je nak put this sentence XD

Friday 17 June 2011

AUCMS

I'm back!!! XDD
Today lets talk about University or college :)
Lately, I felt sad when I saw (mentally) my friends are going to further their education to either U or Matriks =(
Anddddddddd....here I am alone at home (technically my bro is at home but unnoticeable in this case) doing nothing but daydreaming and doing some housework =O

I actually should had went to UiTM Puncak Alam but I decided to go to Alliance University College Medical Science (AUCMS =.= its actually quite long to say so I just call it Alliance U for short to others) taking Pre Medic =D
I was offered MARA scholarship, actually its a convertible loan =.= huh kata je scholarship =P but I must be grateful so thank you MARA =)

I'll be going to AUCMS in just a week and few days more =O somehow its kinda feel like a short and long time to wait, mixed feelings? *shrugs
Somehow I feel like I make a grave mistake and great decision at the same time. This opportunity is rare and I really, really want to become a doctor so I chose AUCMS but then the grades that I have to achieve T.T


 3.65,3.65,3.65,3.,65,3.65 OH GOD, I'M SCREWEDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!! T.T


NOOO!!!!!! I can't give up yet~~!!! I'll work harder and play less (impossible =.='' but worth trying).
I'll try my best since I'm a lazy person. Must succeed in all these :

 1) pointer, with a TPNG/CGPA of 3.65 and above
2) band 7 and above for IELTS
3) interview
I hope I'll meet many fun and kind new friends there and had a great time there XD So that's all for today =D

LET THE IMPOSSIBLE BECOME POSSIBLE!!!!! 

Monday 13 June 2011

iGoogle

call me outdated but at least I had discover iGoogle at last!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hooray!!!!!!! XD 
*HAPPY+PROUD

its easier to use and better looking than Google use to be :) so people use iGoogle!!



This is not really much an entry but wtheck!! I don't care! =.=

Sunday 12 June 2011

so long and so bored ~~~

I have nothing to say and nothing to do =.= WAIT!!!!!!!!!! I DO!!!!!!!
but its not really important and easily done eg. housework, watching chic dramas, go FB/Twitter
however seriously its like no job at all no life at all!!!!
I'm bored TT.TT haihhh.... 


Wednesday 11 May 2011

Hello to the NEW world of BLOGGING XD

 Assalamualaikum and hello to all of you XD

This is the FIRST time I'm blogging XD seriously, after so many times clicking this and that at last a BLOG was form for me XD actually I've been thinking about making a blog for a LONG, LONG time but time was not kind to me at that regard (hehehe speaking XD) however, I'm EXCITED to share my side of story in my world =) hope you'll like ME and follow ME XD

WITH THIS I AM OFFICIALLY A BLOGGER!!! HOORAYY XD 

(until the next time we meet =) BYE2)

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